written on june 17, 2016

hearing your name

fills my stomach with


or maybe it’s just moths

that’s eating my insides

because of fear; fear of

falling in love with you

all over again.


not again;

written on june 15, 2016

i look away every time

you laugh cause that

made me fall in love

with you and i don’t

want that to happen

again. you never caught

me when i first fell

in love with you.